| Luck of the Draw [gw - 1x5, etc] multi-chap |
[Dec. 22nd, 2009|04:03 pm] |
Title: Luck of the Draw
Rating: PG-13/R
Genres: Suspense, Action, Angst
Pairings: Definite 1x5, 3x4, and considering 2x5, 1x2x5
Notes: Written for inkandwind, for the idea of roulette. I'm expecting this to be less than ten chapters and updates will be slow-coming. I like this idea though, so you can expect it to be updated and not abandoned. I'd like some feedback, if possible.
Warnings: Violence, vulgar language, maybe some psycho things in later chapters.
Wordcount: 7,065 or something
Summary: "Both of us knew just exactly what he was mourning for." Left permanently blind after a disaster, Chang Wufei returns to the Preventers to find things spinning out of control. The price of peace is steep and will be paid (in blood, in sanity, in tears).
( I had learned my lesson early--one did not allow himself to be caught by Yuy or the game was over. ) |
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| COFFEE DON'T FAX WORTH A DAMN |
[Dec. 16th, 2009|01:22 am] |
FINALS!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
procrastination at its finest. i'm learning all this shit and IT MAKES SENSE
i hope i'm not over preparing for bio and then neglecting physics and chemistry
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BIO EXAM IN 13 HOURS AND THEN PHYSICS EXAM IN 31 HOURS AND THEN CHEMISTRY EXAM IN 37 HOURS
i've been really clumsy today! i bumped my knee into a doorknob, scraped my thigh on my desk (it kinda looks like a cat scratched me!), and accidentally jammed my finger when i was trying to hit a light switch. i wonder if something's wrong with my nerves. OH GOD STUDYING IN SILENCE HELPS SO MUCH! but my brain can't last long without music. also need chocolate covered raisins to study oh nom nom
now i kinda wonder why i constantly want to listen to music. i think it's been this way since the end of sixth grade when i found good music, anyway. maybe something having to do with right/left hemispheres of my brain? and i'm just used to it? i feel uncomfortable when there's only silence. the first thing i did when i moved into my apartment was drag my laptop along with me so i could listen to cradle of filth while moving in WEIRD HUH ANYWAY
OH YEAH I DON'T CARE WHAT ALL YOU FUCKERS THINK ABOUT CRADLE OF FILTH AND MARILYN MANSON I LOVE THEM TO THE DEEPEST BOTTOMEST RECESSES OF MY HEART
i've been pretty isolated these last few days since i've been trying to consolidate a quarter's worth of knowledge in my puny brain. but when i do go out to buy food or for review sessions or work or whatever, i feel more self conscious and like my threshold for getting annoyed is lower than usual. going out without my ipod and earphones pretty much guarantees what tasha used to refer to as my "death stare". I JUST WANT THE SUN ON MY FACE AND THE WIND IN MY HAIR NOT THE GREY GLARE OF SEATTLE
i'm getting frightfully pale it looks WEIRD
i miss jason! i miss his arms and his neck and his beautiful lips and the way he smells
and MR GRUMBLES
TEEHEE ENDORPHINS WHAT
"ugh those fuckers are in love"
I'M GOING TO FAIL EVERYTHING OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD
why didn't this fear of failure come over me like two weeks ago? or maybe at the beginning of the quarter so i would actually have study habits beyond pre-final five day cram sessions? that would've been more useful and less stressful i think |
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| IS THIS WHY I DRINK? |
[Dec. 15th, 2009|12:18 am] |
i am so tired of dealing with/associating with/generally being around people who think they're smart but aren't. which frequently are the same people who take things too seriously. which usually also means they're the same type of people who don't understand when i make a joke. or they're the "oh look at me i'm a PRE MED AM I FUCKING SPECIAL YET" type person. also, i miss writing/thinking and i need to go to bed soon cause i have to be at work early. goddamn this week is balls.
other things i generally hate:
uptight christian people
uptight satanists
satanists LOLOLOLOL
people who don't like having FUN
the creepy guys who always talk to me when i'm alone on the bus
story time:
guy comes up to me while i'm waiting at westlake for the light rail that is forty minutes late and it's nearing midnight and i'm on my way to see jason. oh yeah, and i can't tell jason that the light rail is fucking late because there's no signal down in the tunnel and if i go streetlevel to text him the light rail will probably come when i'm gone, right? fuckin hell. anyway creepster dude asks me if i know when the light rail will be coming, i tell him it's late and have no idea, he asks me how far south it goes when the MAP OF THE LIGHT RAIL ROUTE is right behind him, i tell him it goes down to tukwila.
"TACOMA?"
"no, tukwila."
"IS THAT LIKE TACOMA!?"
"uh no it's near seatac"
"HOW FAR IS IT FROM TACOMA?!"
"it's like halfway between tacoma and seattle?"
"DO YOU KNOW HOW FAR IS IT FROM TACOMA??!"
"...no"
then he proceeds to attempt to engage me in conversation by telling me that it's cold out (WOW I HAD NO IDEA I'M ONLY USING THE PUBLIC TRANSIT SYSTEM THANKS FOR THE INFO PAL) and he's from california but moved here to see his buddy in county, as if i give a shit. now he wants to know if i'm from around here, and if i want to be his TOUR GUIDE since he doesn't know his way around seattle. excuse me, do you see me RIDING THE DUCKS OF SEATTLE? then he wants to know if i have a boyfriend, and after i tell him yes, he wants to know if my boyfriend is white. what? anyway the "he's half mexican" answer got him to say "have a good night" and turn away almost immediately, presumably to bother some other asian girl to be his "tour guide". (ten minutes later i see him on the other side of the station that definitely does not go to tacoma lololol)
anyway, more things i hate:
chocolate cravings
uteruses [fuck you guys i'm not going to use "uteri"]
buying a cd and then realizing it sucks
long bus rides
long plane rides
christmas shopping
EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS
people who think feminists = man haters
how incompetent africa is
why i can't understand why women think burqas are a good thing [OH WAIT SOLVING A SYMPTOM NOT THE CAUSE YOU FUCKING DUMBSHIT TOOLS]
those fucked up people who kidnap some girl and keep them in a basement for 15 years/have sex with little children/kidnap pregnant women and carve out their unborn babies who are always on the news [WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE? DIDN'T THEIR PARENTS EVER TEACH THEM NOT TO STEAL FETUSES GOOD GODDAMN]
misogyny in heavy metal
people who argue over things like whether black sabbath/led zeppelin are heavy metal, what genre the band _______ fits into, etc. or to be more general, people who argue over things like they matter but they really don't and think their opinion must be LAW because they read it on metal archives.
really though what i hate are people who act like they know the absolute truth
and people who like hot topic for hipsters oh wait i mean urban outfitters
oh yeah this is like the coolest shit ever
BLOOOOOOOOOOOD
i can't wait for my finals to be over and to see jason. he's such a sweeeeeetie pie. would it be weird if i said i wanted to have him for breakfast? |
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[Dec. 15th, 2009|12:03 am] |
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I haven't been happy in a really long time. that's upsetting |
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